Just Needing To Write...

So, I used to be a secretarial assistant for this lady when I was a student at Parkside and I would be stuck at a desk with much of nothing to do so I started writing this on post-it notes...enjoy :)

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BUILDING MY FORTRESS
UPON YOUR DISTORTED MONSOON
THE HEAT FROM THIS JUXTAPOSITION
ELEVATES ME TO THE MOON
AND THERE I AM CONSUMED
BY THE ATMOSPHERE'S DESIRE
TO BREATHE THROUGH MY
UNNECESSARY THOUGHTS
SEE
ONCE IN AN EVERY WAKING SECOND
I HAVE AN UNNECESSARY THOUGHT
A PIECE OF MIND BESTOWED
IN A DESOLATE PLACE
WHERE YOU COULDN'T DISCERN
THE SORROW THAT LIES WITHIN
FROM THE SMIRK ON MY FACE
AND IN MOMENTS OF DESPAIR
IT WAS THIS I SOUGHT
AND IT IS THERE I STUMBLE UPON
MY LIFE THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS
I BEGIN TO WEEP OUT MY LAMENT
AS MOMENTS PASS
TIME NOW HAS ELONGATED ITSELF
REMINISCING ON THE PAST
STILL
I CAN'T SEE BEYOND
MY BROKEN WALLS
OF SHAME
I HAVE BECOME VICTIM
TO MY OWN ANTAGONISTIC APPROACH
ON LIFE
...
ALL I KNOW IS
I'M OVER FIGHTING
AT THE END OF THE DAY
IT'S JUST ME
ME
I
I SIT
I SIT HERE
I BREATHE
BREATHE OUT
MY INSECURITIES
MY ANXIETIES
AMBITIONS
AND ASK MYSELF
WHY
WHY ME
WHY DO I CHOOSE
TO BIRTH MY FOUNDATION
ON HOLLOW GROUND
TO ONLY RESULT IN ME
GASPING FOR HELP
HELP
BECAUSE I'M SINKING
AND ALL THIS IS A PROCESSION
OF MY UNNECESSARY THINKING
STILL
IN MY QUIET TIME
I POSITION MYSELF
AT THE EDGE OF THE EARTH
SEEKING
THE THRILL THAT BURDENS MY HEART
SO MEEK
THE GUILT THAT EXUDES MY PASSION
SO DEEP
I KNOW
I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING
WOE IS SHE
WHO FINDS MAJESTIC RELEASE
THROUGH HER UNNECESSARY THOUGHTS...