Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Inspiration While At YLI :)

He was my Adonis

And I

His Athena

The work of art

That was his love

Was abstract

See

I likes that

And

All it took was

Just one look

Just one look

And my soul agreed

That he was the one

For me

I believed

Now

Now was the time

To release all

Of my inhibitions

And

Post pone my insecurities

In an attempt to

Cordially invite him

To permanently reside

In my majesty

And change the game

That was me mentally

We're on the verge of newness in love

All the while

The Greeks have gone mad!

But

We just don't care

See it's like

You have me in this trance

It's possible

That what's developing between us

Isn't mere happenstance

Infinite conversation

Intimate

Intense

And insatiable

Without ever being sexual

Though there times our paths crossed physical

We got it together and practiced self-control

Oh the ways we will grow

Loving this feeling of

Losing control

Tis true

The Greeks have gone mad!

But

We just don't care

Because

Adonis

My man

My friend

Strong man

With a newborn's smile

Unfabricated features

Detailing

His rugged story

With a hint of

Hope

Promise

Purpose

And prestige

See

That's just his style

And

I likes that

So

All that I ask

Is that he

Come and hang with me

For just a little while

Maybe even forever

Let the Greeks stay mad

Because

This love

Is the life

This life broke the mold

What keeps us united

Is the lovely lyrical stronghold

So I'm gonna let him

Love me

right down

to the core

of my soul

While the Greeks go mad!

Just A Free Write 4-11-11

Daydreaming

About a life

Less ordinary

Because

Whatever I'm living

Doesn't seem to be

Hitting it right

Ya know?

So

I close my eyes

And see deep until

I begin to

Chase the clouds

And It is there

I dream

And soon

You appear.

It's really you

Hmmm

I recall your scent

So full and alive

Exciting every sensory

I possess

That lay dormant

In disguise.

I shy away

As I begin

To remember you

Let me be honest

With you

Avec moi

I never forgot

I hold on tight

To those memories

Like

Your kiss

Upon my lovely bones

Bidding me that

Farewell

That was never

Goodbye forever

Yet

Your disappearing act

Said it all.

I remember you

All of you

The effortless way

You bring along

Nothing more

Than a predictable

Element of surprise

Leaving me

Desolate

Disappointed

Unfulfilled

And still

Wanting more...

Why do I even bother

Thinking about you

When the rolling stone

That was once my heart

Desperately creates these

Fabricated sweet dreams

To shield

The reality

of these

Sour times

Whenever

You whirl back

Into my life

Like the wind

Then desert me

Dry and high

My mind intoxicated

By the inconsistency

Of your consistent lies

And then only way

To prove you are

The culprit

Is to trace my

Tear lines

Where you left me behind...

Why do I waste

My dreaming

On you?

Oh foolish girl

Snap back

Into reality.


Inspiration By David Ramsey Jr.

Your music

When it hits me

Is like

A breath of fresh air

Crisp

Like winter's kiss

Lovely

Like morning's arising

Warm

Emulating summer's eve

Just for me

And in return

I'm all yours

Melodies

That find their way

Underneath it all

And as you near me

My heart beats triplets

Your sound

Arose the once dormant laid

Writer within me

Lazarus has come forth

And now

It's time to finish

What was already established

In me

Thank you

For your movement

Many thanks

For your move on me.

Free write some day ago...

Hard to believe

What once was a shattered heart

Is now

A mosaic of wonder

See

I’ve been reconstructed

And made better than before

This diamond in the rough

Is finally getting her shine

Though it took much time

But

You would agree that the finish product

Was worth the wait

Alas, here I stand

Abstract

Complex

Accentedd with

Fathomless beauty

Tickling your fancy

For just a moment

It’s really all I need

Marvel at my grandeur

And

Journey with me

Place your hands upon my build

Feel upon my mold

Interpret my weakness

Wrap your imagination

Around my strength

Call me beautiful

Call me a masterpiece

See me as priceless

And timeless

Allowing me the honor

To put you in a state of serenity

As you gaze upon my piercing eyes

Looking at me now

It’s hard to believe

I was at one time

Just a pile of confusion

Then one day

Love poured herself

Out of the sun

and into my creation

The brokenness

Now serve as pillars

Holding my head high

My time is now

Look at me

There is a change

This change

Exuberates

Pain turned perseverance

Captured in stillness

Raptured

In eloquence

But please

Do not be fooled

By what you see

For I am merely

A work in progress

And at any time

I can fall

For the

Nice eyes

Drop dead smile

Landing me into

The wrong hands

Only to be swept back

Into that pile

Of nothingness

Over in the corner

Until damage control

Arrives again…

Take a picture

It lasts longer...

just a titch of inspiration I guess...

journeying alongside

my shadow

I noticed something

something

that made my stride stop

tempted my eyes

to drop

as I gazed upon

a small pile of

flower petals

fellowshipping by the

school of detox

that housed

the legendary streets of hardknocks

moments were passing

and in instant

I embarked

on a new mystery

me thinks

me thinks

someone was falling in love

or

the thought ran across the mind

I wanted to walk away

but

a tug in my heart wouldn't let me

so now the investigation begins...

was it the petal that laid

so gracefully at the top

that held the final decision

or is it the one

you know that one

buried beneath the surface

as if holding onto the matter

of the heart

like the greatest untold secret

what was the answer

"he loves me"

"she loves me not"

maybe this was just a way

a way

to leave one's mark

just to say

I was here

you never knew me

and

may never come to know me

but you will know

I was here

and now I know

that these petals

serve more than

just a coincidental purpose

i suppose

like the concreted heart

that birthed out a rose

and just when

I thought there was

more to covey

the wind swept you all away

I guess it was

the motivation needed

to carry on with my day

so with that

I took a deep breath in

sigh...

sad face...

it seems I will never

come to know the truth

so I will pack up

my curiosity

and try to make up

for wasting time...